Saturday, April 9, 2016

Ten Weeks...to go

There are only ten more weeks until I depart on yet another bicycle journey. This one marks the conclusion of the first trilogy of Perfect Circles trips. The first one began in the summer of 2014 down the Pacific Coast. The second one in 2015 was darker as I broke down time and time again and faced down death as I pedaled through deserts and canyons in the west. The third one, however, will take me north into the Big Sky Country of Montana and surrounding areas.

I know I always say it before the trip begins, but I just do not feel ready. If I were to leave tomorrow, I'm not sure if I'd get ten miles. But alas, the start date is set and as the time creeps closer and closer, I am anxious. Planning is fun, yes, but the beginning of a trip is never as easy as it seems. The first week is always the hardest. As with previous adventures, the unknown looms over me. That is part of what defines adventure: the unknown. You cannot write an adventure without an element of risk and danger. It is impossible.

As the days get longer and the nights warmer, it is easier to get out on my bike for longer rides. When I spend too much time sitting, I numb my wits. I need to move. I was made to get out and seek out creation. I am anxious, yes, but I am also ecstatic. I wish to improve and write and learn and experience the wonder...

Life is grabbing hold. Where am I heading? I do not know. I have dreams and aspirations, but God keeps taking those close to me. It often seems like the only thing to do, the only thing that makes sense is to hop on the saddle and ride, ride, ride. Where will my two wheels take me this time? Do I feel appreciated? I do on the road...maybe. The road is unforgiving at times, but the road has ears and tells a story. I am eager to start anew. I am eager to start again. Please Lord, take this trip and use it to Your glory. I know I am not always the best companion, but alas, I am faithful.

As the time to leave draws near...keep my wits about me. Strengthen me and allow me to endure and focus on what matters most...

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